Busy life!!!

Dear god, plz provide me with more dancers and performers for my Nite... Amitofo...

Sigh... New semester just only started and i already hav meetings until 12pm for these two days. I wonder until wat time the meeting will end tmr...? Hopefully earlier! The Culture Nite is going quite well, except that there are obstacles of course... This year our even clash with others and we hav to share the hall in order to hav the hall decorated. Sad thing is that we can only hav rehearsals after 9pm, which is quite late for us! Oh my god... Pening! Now i hav to find models and dancers for the nite. sigh... So difficult to organise event for JLS coz the budget is sooo freaking tight. Luckily the band didnt charge us anything except the 100 bucks for the drum set. Really appreciates their coorperation! hmm... Guess we must be more creative to hav designs and plans which have low budget and high performance. Next challenge shall be the tix selling!!! Hopefully it goes well lor...

Tired but cant go sleep. Y? No idea.

My only true heart fren has gone.... GONE!!!

My only fren tat accompany me during these days, so long my fren, so long! My uncle had just took my dearest keyboard away and im feeling sad!!! I wan cry~~~ SOB SOB...

One day didnt play keyboard is like making me feel mad! Now i hav nothing to release stress, disappointments and so on. My keyboard... When will u be back? I cant live without you!!! How shud i live without playing keyboard? I;ve been playing it for 3 months but now... It's gone... GONE... Just like tat, gone... Sigh... Buddha, plz bless me... I hope that i can continue my life without being crazy... PLZ BLESS...

Went to watched Sweeney Todd yesterday. It's freaking disgusting seeing the barber (johnny depp) cutting his customer's hat. It's even disgusting when Mrs Lovett use human flesh to make her pie and got the best selling price in the town! yucky yucky!! But overall the movie is nice... Just tat it's disgusting.... :)

Starting from tmr, i'll be freaking bz... Is it a good thing? YES i guess... Meetings, studies might comfort me, tired me and ease me from sorrow... Might make me forget everything... For me, there's nothing in this world is beautiful. Nothing is fair. Nothing is happy. I shall give up in everything, because the world is ugly with people like that living in it. Human... Wat a pathetic, useless animal! Wat a shame... Shame on me... Shame on you! Damn me! F*** everyone! PEACE IS SHIT!

I hate you!

I hate you! Every moment from now on, i hate you! HATE HATE HATE... Some said its very hard to hate someone. I say its even hard to love someone. So, i choose to hate! Yes! From now on, I HATE YOU!!! Im sorry but i have to... I cannot dream nor lie to myself. You will not be back here anymore. So i cant hope that what u told me b4 will happen in future. It's all bullshit for u i guess...

Just back from Singapore last week. How was the trip? hmm... Kinda boring! Y? Coz Sg people live a very busy life...Except the 1st two days, which i went out with frens and to some travel spots, the remaining days were boring. Tot can go there "visit" the night life, but too bad my couz didnt bring me go. Sigh... Spent the remaining days there shopping and shopping. Luckily bought some new clothes. But one thing i treasure in this trip to Sg is tat i got closer with my couz and aunties. FIrst time i visit their house, and meet my couz whom i very close to but didnt meet for 7 yrs? (i guess its 7)

Went to some places in Sg. Went Science centre, Niu Ce Sui (china town), Mount Faber, Sg Terminal and Night Safari... And sight seeing around Sg in a cab! haha... Guess wat.. The cab is FOC! Coz the uncle is my aunty's fren... So kind of him... I oso wan a guy like him... But more handsome one pls... haha!

CNY is coming lor... Not yet help mommy to clean house. hoho.. Will start tmr! Ganbatei!!!

a Famosa trip with acc-ing club

Spent the last weekend with a few accounting club members. 1st time go out with them. haha. Quite fun. Though it's a bit bored there coz nth much to do but we stayed at the villa! Tat's the most interesting part coz the place where we stayed was very very peaceful. Unlike those towns adn cities, i can smell no polluted air in that area. I felt like stayin oversea coz the villa really ah mo style one. Got swimming pool and lots of green trees and grass. Because the entrance fee was so expensive for all, we only went into the water world. But also took many ss pix at cowboy town! haha.

Sien ar.. Dunno whether my singapore trip still on o not. HL said better go on 20+ coz his mom can bring me around. But im not free during that time ler... Still waiting for his call. If can then i'll be in Sg tmr. If not, I'll be on my bed tmr! aiks...

I can feel that my Cafe Dream might works one day. I told daddy n mommy bout my idea bout the Cafe. They kinda like my idea and was so supportive. But daddy says:' No matter wat u plan, it'll ny can be executed AFTER ur degree.' haha... yaya i know i know. The plan must slowly work out only can. But wat i afraid most is the idea will be used by someone else in future time ler... aiks... I need more creativity and plans! Gambatei!

Chat to Jason recently. Told him that i'll go disturb him after my grad! haha. But need save money lor. Or else i cant afford to open a Cafe and go Australia! hmm... Money Money... haha... Im so money minded now ooo!!! Oh me godddd...

Final Exams SUCKs!!!!

oh my god... Madam Lim, score well in ethics doesnt mean that one will behave ethically in future. So there's no need to prepare a paper which is sooo freaking hard la! Oh man... When i look at the paper i was like... F***! Really damn it! So as the audit paper.. Unexpected Questions man... sigh... Hopefully wont fail lor or else i really F*** up man...

Two paper in a day can kill a person like me who need 8hrs sleep daily. Every Exams will shortened my life one year. So, i got 2 more final exams.. 2 more years to shorten. lol. Tired... After makan wan go sleep! Feel so down today man!!!